Look!!!!! A real living room!!!!
Friday, January 30, 2015
Thursday, January 29, 2015
Well, crap. Looks like the days got away from me again. Busy, busy week. Work, kids, legal stuff, new home stuff, more work.
Yesterday I took the day off, and it would have been lovely, except that I spent it catching up on everything I couldn't get to before. Well, trying to catch up. I need at least one more open day like that, and then maybe I won't feel so all-over-the-place.
Tuesday, January 27, 2015
Sunday, January 25, 2015
Friday, January 23, 2015
Monday, January 19, 2015
I'm at work.... For once I'm someplace that has wifi. There's a tv blaring, over the noise of my client's breathing machine. I don't know how he stays asleep. Why am I here if he's sleeping? Because he wakes up, and when he does, he's very confused and frightened...and it's my job to reassure him and make him feel safe. Can I have a me? I need to be reassured...I need to feel safe...
Here I go, on that boo-hoo path, so, I'll change the subject.
My client before this snoozing fellow is high-energy, nonstop chattering, and has dementia.
While I was with her this evening, I noticed her rubbing the bottom of her shoe, and then smelling her fingers. (I know, so gross)
So I asked her, "How's it smell?" and she said, "Like goose doodles!" and then almost fell right over with gales of laughter. I'm glad she's a happy person so far.
I guess that's all... Here is a picture of my beautiful niece, Rose. Because, lookit!
Oh, wow. Time got away from me. I don't even know how that happened...wait...I guess it's all the overnight shifts I've been taking.
Anyway, top to bottom: (they're not in order, crap.)
Had to scrape ice off my windshield this morning after work. Neato!
Spent some time in the woods this weekend, and came back with bones and a new turtle shell.
Living room in the place I'm moving into.
Maisy - the bus my ex bought for me, then took back when he saw the marriage was failing...it's just sitting in his back yard, rotting. Looks like it's crying, too. What a waste.
And, my awesome argyle socks. The end.
Tuesday, January 13, 2015
This was a few weeks ago, but I'm allowing it for today's post, because I'm wearing and doing exactly the same thing today...the only difference is, my kids are in school, so I was actually able to sleep this morning when I got back from work. *yawn*
Okay, time to get up and do something useful....
Monday, January 12, 2015
Sunday, January 11, 2015
Saturday, January 10, 2015
Thursday, January 8, 2015
I just want to ask. What is UP with all the rejected fat men posting that stupid video in which a man stands there and charts women: from how pretty they are to how crazy they are, and basically he's saying there's no such thing as a hot sane woman. (I would link to the thing, but I promise you it's a complete waste of time and I think I actually lost some brain cells while I watched it, so I'll spare you the agony.)
I mean whatever. We all know misogyny is rampant, even in these enlightened times, but I swear I've only seen the sad fat dudes posting this crap. Grow up, guys. Please. Or rather, MAN up. And lose some damned weight while you're at it. Might give you a chance at one of the hotter, less insane women. *tongue in cheek*
Oh, OH! Can I make a chart about fat dickheads? No? Ehh...I have better things to do anyway.
Like being hot AND sane. Yep. I'm a unicorn. BYE!
Wednesday, January 7, 2015
Tuesday, January 6, 2015
Here's how it went. Slept Friday night. Stayed awake on Saturday cuz I had to do stuff, worked Saturday night, slept 3 hours on Sunday...which was the last time I slept before I went to bed at 10:30 this morning. This is Tuesday? Yeah. Yeah. Yesterday during the day, the kids were home, I did laundry and dishes and made a great dinner before I went to work....to come home to this.... I'm so tired, I'm not even mad. Just... Haha! I laughed out loud when I walked in this morning and saw this ridiculousness.
Sunday, January 4, 2015
Saturday, January 3, 2015
Friday, January 2, 2015
I found this mobile home less than a mile from where I live now, which is pretty great...it's also a little bit cheaper than the other ones I was looking at which were about 20 minutes away, and also the rent includes water, sewer, trash pickup, and yard care... I called and left a voicemail, and I superduper hope they get back to me soon, so that I can at least know I have somewhere to go. Do I have the money for first and last month's rent? No. But I guess I'll figure that part out when the time comes.
Thursday, January 1, 2015
I've been in a sort of limbo for quite awhile, not knowing what the future will bring, and honestly, terrified about it. By the end of this month, I will either be homeless, or I will be living in a piece of shit mobile home that I'll hardly be able to afford... I almost prefer the homeless option.
I don't feel hopeful about this new year. I don't feel like "blessings" are coming, I don't feel like it will be better than 2014. The only thing I feel is a deep, awful foreboding of what's to come.