Tomorrow. The only positive thing about tomorrow is knowing that it will be over by the end of the day. I will not be allowed to eat or drink anything after midnight tonight. I will get up at 5am, drive myself to an appointment during which I will be sedated. (Endoscopy, stomach) Ryan will bring along five kids to pick me up, and we will leave my car there. I will be home for an hour and a half, and then Ryan will drive me to pick up my car, and I will drive myself to the next appointment. (Ultrasound, gallbladder)
I don't generally say that I am afraid, even if I am. But I will say it now. I am afraid. As with any invasive procedure, there are risks involved. I might not wake up from sedation. They might puncture my stomach lining.
Also, I do not love the idea of fasting for more than 16 hours. But, tomorrow is only one day, and it won't last forever. I am hoping for some answers.
mmm, the anticipation can be scary... the unknowns. My thoughts are with you, hon.
ReplyDeleteI think another fear is that there will end up being more questions and less answers... I know that might be a silly thing to fear, but I really would like to know what's going on, and fix it! It's been too long now.
ReplyDeleteI pray you get some answers.
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